today's been a peaceful day.
except fer my tons of homeworks which i'm so reluctant to touch.
and those dreadful textbooks which remind me of tests every second.
my purple (originally shld be red) cardigan finally reached my hands.
love it so much.
altho its not my expected colour red.
but i think its perfect and really nice :D
papa still scold me fer buying so mani things ya.
watched e replay fer cny eve's taiwan show.
so super funny.
got 5566 and fahrenheit!
haha.
5566 once again sing "wu suo wei" tgt.
so damn cool and shuai!
laugh out loud!
fahrenheit's cool and shuai too.
jus tat their new song i don really favour.
and nah. 'kang xi lai le' ended on friday. last episode.
in my memory i think i ony watch 3 ep.
ended so early.
its really super funny.
esp e fri's ep of jay chou.
laugh until my stomach bursting.
come to think of it. i hope to watch again sia.
stimulate my laughing nerve. haha.
went fer praying today.
damn tired.
think i've not enough slp.
slp late at bout 3+ to 4am ytd.
went home after tat.
started chionging homeworks.
think mus ton abit today too.
studying a.math.
i MUST finish studying it today.
i'm RUNNING OUT OF TIME!
come across a song "你最珍贵"today.
tony sun and wang shao wei sang it today.
think its nice^^
try to learn e song by heart. haha.
may be going rachel's house tmr.
maybe not too.
so many tests next week.
haix. why does my life revolve around tests and exams and homeworks this year ah??
hate this kinda life.
this quality of life is LOW!
so skool. stop torturing us!!!
alright. finally uploaded some cny's photos :D
wonderful memories.
tho not very interesting ones.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
hope i can go back in time.
so tat i can enjoy new year once more!
except fer my tons of homeworks which i'm so reluctant to touch.
and those dreadful textbooks which remind me of tests every second.
my purple (originally shld be red) cardigan finally reached my hands.
love it so much.
altho its not my expected colour red.
but i think its perfect and really nice :D
papa still scold me fer buying so mani things ya.
watched e replay fer cny eve's taiwan show.
so super funny.
got 5566 and fahrenheit!
haha.
5566 once again sing "wu suo wei" tgt.
so damn cool and shuai!
laugh out loud!
fahrenheit's cool and shuai too.
jus tat their new song i don really favour.
and nah. 'kang xi lai le' ended on friday. last episode.
in my memory i think i ony watch 3 ep.
ended so early.
its really super funny.
esp e fri's ep of jay chou.
laugh until my stomach bursting.
come to think of it. i hope to watch again sia.
stimulate my laughing nerve. haha.
went fer praying today.
damn tired.
think i've not enough slp.
slp late at bout 3+ to 4am ytd.
went home after tat.
started chionging homeworks.
think mus ton abit today too.
studying a.math.
i MUST finish studying it today.
i'm RUNNING OUT OF TIME!
come across a song "你最珍贵"today.
tony sun and wang shao wei sang it today.
think its nice^^
try to learn e song by heart. haha.
may be going rachel's house tmr.
maybe not too.
so many tests next week.
haix. why does my life revolve around tests and exams and homeworks this year ah??
hate this kinda life.
this quality of life is LOW!
so skool. stop torturing us!!!
alright. finally uploaded some cny's photos :D
wonderful memories.
tho not very interesting ones.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
hope i can go back in time.
so tat i can enjoy new year once more!
haha. my niece. so cute right??
and my nephew.
she's sweet and polite.
and FUN :D
alright. gtg chiong my a.math.
bye and good night everyone!!!
have a nice and wonderful 7th day of new year!
:D
bye and good night everyone!!!
have a nice and wonderful 7th day of new year!
:D
Labels: my soul is tired.
YFREEDOM..
10:51:00 PM
Friday, January 30, 2009
ah! can slacken my mind fer a tiny bit now.
week 5's a dreadful week. next week.
5 tests in total.
wonder how am i going to handle tat.
e worst thing.
3 tests fall on thurs.
tats stressful. don think i can handle tat.
my calender oso cnnt fit in all 3 of them in one day.
this indicates tat my brain cant hold 3 subs in a day too.
think i mus start my revision soon.
maybe tmr.
haix. i'm still in e new year mood ya.
cant do any studying currently.
okay. screwed up my physics paper today.
careless mistakes all over.
plus a few foreign ques (to me).
think i will get super poor marks.
oh god! pls let me pass!
e paper's a tricky and difficult piece. with so mani ques.
don carry much hope fer it.
but still i hope i can pass.
phew~
mind occupied wif e test now.
sok min said my panda eyes very obvious.
so badded.
tho i think its really deep.
haix. blame it on skool works and tests.
ruined my face.
haha. nv realise until sok min blurted out.
melissa always bombarding weitong wif ques.
laugh out loud.
e way she said it is really hilarious.
tot i can go home early today.
but who noes? last min cca notice.
but turn out tat we can actually not go as its not really counted or wat.
haix. wasted my perfect friday!
tat cher seemed possessed.
sorta laughing and scolding at e same time.
weitong and i stayed until there's only us and cher in e room.
jus fer 4 words.
haix yeh yeh.
plan fer a short nap this afternoon.
all ruined.
oh ya. think my pink skoollie file gonna burst any moment.
look so fat and ugly now.
prefer my file 3 weeks ago.
haha.
yule so funny.
said i change my hair style everyday.
did i??
ai yo. my hair fer today has a reason ma :D
wa. get kinda flared up during chemistry SPA today.
wa sei. amelia and caresse said i didn't do anything.
kao! i did alota things lor.
mostly is geraldine wan do den i cant do ma.
can blame me mehx.
wat the.
pek chek.
somemore she nearest to e sink ma.
unreasonable ya they sometimes.
think caresse noe i angry.
coz she soften after tat.
but amelia always making me pek chek one lor.
so violent somemore.
mouth so evil oso.
haix. forget it.
oh my. i'm falling in love wif... ... ...
britney spears' "baby one more time".
laugh out loud!
think its a long-ago song.
ah my god. its so disgusting.
his photos and everything.
tot he shooting porn oh??
even my kor and tuangiap nv take this kinda photo.
ah. gonna vomit.
needa chiong homeworks ltr.
haix. think my panda eyes nv gonna be cured.
so sadded.
Labels: why is 24 hrs consider a day?
YFREEDOM..
11:03:00 PM
Thursday, January 29, 2009
long time nv blog.
think my last posted incident happened 10 days ago ya.
chinese new year 'phew~' passed liao.
like wind.
so sadded.
tho its not verRrRyYy interesting.
but its e most important event fer me.
of course, except my birthday.
laugh out loud.
there's loads of tests next week.
think its gonna kill me ya.
and tmr. physics test.
haven grasp e contents yet.
today was considered a rather long day.
time pass rather slow.
my eyelids dropping like 10 days nv slp.
but luckily tmr's a friday!
can slp all i want. hoho.
mrs low's eyes looked quite serious ya.
look lik she mani years nv slp.
or like she feed on drugs.
but she's very nice.
a young and nice and pretty married teacher.
haha.
mrs ho seemed a different person this year.
been more kind to us now.
and she finally change her clothes!
Aloysius was lik celebrating or wat. haha.
come around to talk bout her lik siao.
its been quite rare fer her to change her sleeveless and white top ya.
a.math is really not going into my head.
mrs yeo teach so fast lor.
dunno rushing fer wat.
damn pek chek while listening to her.
and bored somemore.
haix.
CouRage doesn't mean its clever ma.
e yer.
kip using e same words and phrase ya she.
SLOW DOWN PLEASE!
okay. can you be more courteous??
getting on my nerve whenever u needed help from me.
not a word of polite or even a thanks.
who do u think u are??
older den me doesn't mean everything okay.
everytime only noe 'haix haix haix'.
haix ur head lahx.
u shld be honoured tat i mention u here ba.
heng.
can u use ur common sense to think 1st b4 u said anything??
how can i ans you yes or no when i haven even confirmed it.
ridiculous.
cant see my lessons ends at 2.45 ma??
tats late okay?
smsed u at 4+ after i reached home is already kind enough.
still say haix haix haix.
so clever u do it urself lahx.
forget it. today's 'chu si'.
don ruin my new year wif u.
e pity thing bout this chinese new year fer me is tat.... ... .....
i nv take enough photos fer memorable sake.
AH!
Labels: stress again.
YFREEDOM..
5:58:00 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
pls don force me.
i really din wan to see things becuming lik tat.
there's a limit to everything.
pls change ur mindset and ur motive.
if not i'm really gonna change my attitude towards you.
so. pls stop wat you're doing now.
please...
sian.
got chem test tmr.
cant figure out anything right.
ah!
chinese new year eve in 6 more days :D
YFREEDOM..
8:03:00 PM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
been kinda busy this week ya.
no time fer a break.
loads of things to say. dunno mus start from where.
erms. erms. erms.
oh. 1st thing of e week.
monday O-level results released.
gotten an A1 fer my chinese.
so happy. haha.
a good start.
believe there'll be a good ending too ba.
hope so :D
27 out of 33(i guess??) in my class gotten an A1.
kinda proud of CR ya.
laugh out loud.
heard a shocking and unbelievable news this week.
haix.
clarence low.
so pathetic and sadded.
cant believe it until now.
he've been a good classmate and friend and everything.
been humorous ya he.
and cheerful.
heard tat he've been kinda treated badly by his present classmates.
so bad!!!
he's a nice chap.
altho he always scare ppl, but its not tat bad afterall.
hope he'll get well soon ya.
all the best to him :D
went gym ytd.
and SiXing-jiejie's 21 birthday party.
her bf damn tall.
think i only reach his shoulder.
rare species.
s'pore so few tall guy lik him sia.
stay outdoor until 11+pm.
so busy ytd.
don hav time fer hw.
den now i've to rush my tests and homeworks lik siao.
haix.
save me ya Buddha.!
den today went out wif parents.
since amanda cant make it.
do last min cny shopping.
wear my striped heels out ya.
so high.
everyone seems so short. haha.
but change to my flats after a few hours.
cant take it if i wear it to chinatown sia.
bought a heels.
oh my. love it so much!.
a white one.
deciding between a black one and a white one.
but decided to buy e white one in e end, as mama choose.
she seems not very happy at me buying heels ya.
but nvm. i shall buy a black platform heels.
if not every heels oso black so boring ya.
haha.
white oso kinda nice.
think will wear it on e second day of cny.
wif my headwear and grey dress.
hoho.
saw a black platform heels at promotion price which papa wan buy fer me after my much persuade.
butt... ...
damn suay.
no my size.
38 is too big den papa say too big not nice as my feet wont grow any bigger now.
haix. so maybe shall buy in chinatown when i'm free :D
hope gt. and gt promotion.
okay. gtg chiong my hw.
haix. suay and tired.
good night everyone!
think next time my post will be on cny eve ba. haha.
Labels: one more week :D
YFREEDOM..
10:55:00 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2009
bought loads of stuffs.
kinda settled moi cny clothes, bags, shoes and hair accessories.
fancy a black plain heels.
but mama don wanna buy fer me.
sadded.
only 18 bucks. why not buy it fer me ya.
haix yo yo.
tuangiap's shoes (mind u, only 1 shoes) cost more den my flats + tat heels okay.
bought a headwear too.
so damn happy. haha.
brighten up moi mood.
been wanting to buy since ages ago.
but nobody wanna buy so no one go buy wif me.
luckily saw it wif mama today.
laugh out loud!
shall continue buying. YESH.!
e auntie so nice sia.
say i wear le nice. haha.
mouth so sweet. wonder is it true :P
and nahx. bad news.
buying wif joyce de item oos again~
somemore is i looking fer so long de hoodie top sia.
kao~
so suay.
but she returning me 34 bucks. according to her.
tats alota money sia.
laugh out loud!
oh ya ya.
bought a kinda 'mature' bag.
guess its time fer me to graduate from moi kiddy bags le.
those childish bags wif pictures everywhere are indeed quite kiddy.
3 years ago: piggy bag.
last year: mickey bag and ladybug bag.
tho i love e ladybug bag, but it seems to agglutinate wif moi age sia.
haha.
anw. today's really happy.
too bad tmr's a monday.
sianz~
long time nv buy so mani stuffs without me paying fer it sia.
so super duper happy.!
bought so mani favourite things.
having skool tmr. bye!
Labels: today's a memorable day.
YFREEDOM..
11:28:00 PM
Friday, January 9, 2009
sec 4 is really busy.
been chionging homeworks and test.
worst thing is homeworks.
climb into bed so late everyday.
wonder do i have e energy to climb out the next day.
feeling so lethargic even now.
after reaching home... ...
bath. hav dinner. and its HOMEWORK TIME AGAIN.
repetition ya.
but been paying a little bit more attention in class den last year.
tats an improvement :D
at least i tried moi very best not to sleep in class nor doing other things during important lessons.
oh ya. huang lao shi suddenly asked me to submit a compo to him.
said wat... wanna post on newspaper??
kinda unbelievable ya.
my HCL is not tat gd, frankly speaking.
mus write at least 600 words.
and there's no title set fer me.
mus infer from moi own life.
woah. tats tough work.
how to write bout my life fer 600 words??
even if i succeed, it sure won't be a good compo.
AH!
today's iljimae is soOo nice.
altho all episodes are nice.
had a mixed feeling while watching ya.
felt so emo after tat. haha.
everything jus seems so noble and sad.
certain scenes are indeed irritating and making me so super angry.
e cruel scene. kiam pa scene. all those.
leejunki is indeed SHUAI!
laugh out loud!
altho i think his eyes are abit weird.
and tat he look a bit lik a 'she' instead of a 'he'.
but overall he's soOo PERFECT.
and SHUAI and COOL.
e kissing scenes are sad and romantic today.
oh my god. e actresses so fortunate sia.
haha.
erms. talk bout today.
a.math test today is really difficult ya.
2 parts of 2 quesions leave blanks. haix.
by right we shld complete our english assignment essay by end of today.
but marcus soOo kind and nice.
help us obtain e chance to pass up next monday.
lucky ya. moi essay title is 'peace'.
how to write ah??
i think 'night' is easier.
anw. mani chers are gonna be absent on monday.
soooOoo. its free time!
but still gt some assignments lahx.
sianz~
ah! 2 more sundays to chinese new year eve.
yet moi clothes and shoes are not settled yet.
gonna spree on 24jan and these 2 sundays.
so excited.
shoppings are always ladies' priority!
laugh out loud!
haix. planned so long wif amanda to go shop fer CNY fer such a LONG time sia.
but kip on no time tat can fit us in ya.
either she busy or i busy.
fate ah~
she's boiling moi blood sia.
damn irritated.
1st time sorta quarrel wif someone in skool.
erms. shld be debating ba.
making me damn pek chek.
already burnt moi tail. did she noe tat??
tot insults and stupid curse are funny conversations wif friends ya??
there's a limit to everything hor.
i'm not tat generous to accept such continuous insults and curse okay?
its been months.
enough is enough.
been kind to you yet u repaid me wif these.
even friends who noe me fer more den 3 years won't treat me this way.
ur 'jus joking' insults have angered me.
a few times is fresh and okay.
more den tat is irritating and blood-boiling.
so... pls act lik wat ur age needs u to act lik okay?
not everyone has e patience and tolerance to play wif you.
everyone has their own style of life.
soOo... don force ppl to accommodate you.
it will only make me doubly annoyed each time.
i'm not one who likes to be controlled or kick around lik a ball alright.
SO pls stop it before i lose control of myself.
ah! tired!
bye and nites :D
YFREEDOM..
11:16:00 PM
Sunday, January 4, 2009
flooded wif homeworks and test.
OH MY!
slept at 4+am last night.
kinda late ya.
slept until mama come wake me up at 1pm SHARP.
so accurate ya.
think if she din do tat i'll slp til night ba.
and there goes half a day. sleeping.
wanted to go out shopping.
but wake up too late. so... ... forget it.
so sadded man.
2 more weeks to chinese new year.
moi wardrobe still lack of a set of clothes (at e very least), shoes, bags and accessories.
AH! is there enough time??
hope there's nth fer me to complete next week ya.
if not i really NO TIME.
alright. think i'm really done for.
e.geog scrapbook not done.
jus cut out 3 news articles jus now.
not sure wats related to 'Development'.
find and ask korkor to double check fer me.
its damn difficult to find sia.
think i'll be really dead on tues.
tmr's skool time is really weird.
8.30 flag raising.
skool end at 5pm!!
e yer. disgusting time.
den i can only reach home earliest at 6pm sia.
sSOoO LATE!
but e gd thing is i can wake up at latest 7am.
tats 1.30 hr later den e time i normally wake up.
okay okay.
needa go memorise moi speech test liao.
gtg. bye!
Labels: i'm tired.
YFREEDOM..
11:18:00 PM
Saturday, January 3, 2009
erms. frankly speaking. came back a small while ago.
hah!.
moi last CCA day in chung cheng high.
calli got so few ppl helping sia.
those black-hearted de.
don even care to come back to help.
only angela, weitong, lejing, yuting, wangying and me.
so badded!
so tired sia.
our booth is beside guitar's.
keep chatting wif sharmaine and yenpeng ya we.
oso play wif ngai ying when e event is coming to a close.
haha. its so super funny watching them blowing balloons.
LAUGH OUT LOUD!
we're all from 4cr! hah!.
publicise a while. haha.
oh my.
not used to writing and calling '4'cr sia.
haha.
i sorta favoured 2 sec 1 gal who joined calli ya.
they're cute. haha.
and well-mannered.
they'll be glad to hav us as their seniors :D
too bad they only have one year fer us to be their seniors.
xin lao shi is quite nice.
bought us beancurd and encourage us.
she'll be tat generous whenever we participated in a certain calli event.
very few chers will do tat ya.
oh yA!
today den i noe tat miss ho noe how to play guzheng sia.
kinda shocked.
if she be guzheng cher-in-charge earlier, i most probably won't change cca de.
haix. cant regret now le.
anw. CCA day is really fun.
even if u're not interested and felt lethargic at 1st, u'll perked up in a short while sia.
laugh out loud!
its really nice being a senior. hoho.
i'm starting to enjoy sec 4's life.
but i hate next year.
when i'll be an old old 17 years old.
ARGH!
Labels: wonderful final CCA DAY.
YFREEDOM..
3:00:00 PM
Friday, January 2, 2009
kinda sadded.
long-er (Qian-er) is soOo pathetic.
i noe i've mention loads of times. hah!.
but he really is.
and he's soOo super cool and clever and... ... ...
ai ya. cant describe ya.
e cute cute gal name 'feng shun' (izzit??) is soOo hard in e outside but gentle in e inside.
i think long-er shld like her instead.
altho he-cai oso very gd.
but jus think they are not very compatible.
haix.
but think long-er is lik e he-cai de.
but nvm lahx. as long as he's alive and is wif e 2 gals tgt can le.
haha.
1st day of skool.
erms. overall kinda not bad.
being promoted to sec 4. e oldest among e skool. of course exclude e teachers.
hah!.
felt a sense of superior when walking among e sec 1, 2 and 3 students...
tat felt great. haha.
everyone was lik setting their eyes on us sec 4s whenever we walk past them.
being very courteous to us.
one even said sorry 2 times in a row when she nv even touched me.
laugh out loud!
but. we all mus pay a price to enjoy this privilege ya.
tat is. we mus work extremely hard fer our Os.
rmb. its EXTREMELY HARD!
phew.
felt a sense of belonging and kinda familiar when 1st step into e skool this year.
altho i hates going thru tons of boring lessons.
but i really cant deny i cant bear to leave chung cheng high.
seriously.
afterall. it provides a shelter fer me fer e past 3 years.
and i have lots of besties in e skool.
those tat can play crazy and study hard wif me throughout those years.
we endured hardships and overcome obstacles tgt fer a full 3 years.
and we've had loads of fun tgt.
tats really memorable.
but everyone has to go separate ways one day.
sadded.
tats really heart-breaking.
haix.
anw. moi form cher changed.
tot miss mong said she will follow us up to sec 4.
now change to Lawrence gan.
a few chers oso change.
mr lim. miss wee. and so on...
so sad.
they're really good chers.
very nice ppl.
being caring and helping us grow and get good results throughout e year.
mr lim even tipped us off sometimes.
give us shortcuts to complete our counted assignments and tests.
being very humorous. he. received many sighs and sadded feelings from us when we get e notice he's not teaching us anymore.
laughters and friend-to-friend conversations will always be heard in our class when its his lesson.
laugh out loud.
miss wee always play games wif us.
tho its tiring and can even cause heart attack sometimes, but its still FUN!.
her teaching is good too.
she's caring as well. sensitive to our feelings and understand our tiredness everytime.
tats really nice.
really miss those times.
this year's chers shld be kinda strict ya.
from their hoping fer us to score flying colours fer our Os. i can feel it.
having not much confidence in myself to score well ya.
haix.
KAMBATEI!
think moi bag is bits dirtied today ya.
aH!!! so madded.
but i cant find e traces of dirts when i reached home.
okay. determined to find a hot pink or orange or yellow haversack!
coz i really love moi white bag loads ya.
if it dies. moi heart dies too.
haha. sound serious ah.
so. gonna find one tat will not be dirtied so easily and i can love it as well de bag.
JIAYOU!
been kinda confused wif moi feelings ya.
sometimes feel it. sometimes dont.
guess there's some prob wif moi heart??
think mus send fer repair.
haha.
sometimes even feel tat u're very sarcastic and irritating and no brain.
ai ya. think e feeling no true lahx.
its rubbish. hah!.
door closed fer a long time. hoho.
not sure when to open it.
guess have to wait fer e right key.
laugh out loud!
or e heat tat can melt e locks. haha.
or even e entire door.
this shows tat i'm faithful rite??
hehe.
oh my. boasting myself on e 2nd day of 2009.
bad bad badded action.
haix. next week gt 'mo xie' chi formal letter and speech ya.
so stress.
haven even memorised.
hav to complete eng essay as well.
complaint letter.
ask me use mouth complain is easier den using words sia.
tmr still hav to go back skool.
CCA day.
sianz~
so far i noe. kangleng, amanda, suying, vanessa, evelyn... ...
don need go back!
SO DAMN GOOD!
haha.
at 1st still have to wear tat black black CCA tee.
but i'm wearing pe t-shirt.
luckily.
and nah. i tmr going damn early.
coz of rachel lor.
she fall in at 7am. mine at 7.30am.
den i meeting weitong at 7.20am.
hav to wait fer bout 20 min.
hah!.
hav to find somthing to do b4 i'm being bored to death.
e yer. tat stupid lishaobo very weird sia.
kip say something til halfway.
don wan say jiu don say ma.
weirdo.
crazy ah gong.
his honor to be moi ah gong sia.
laugh out loud!
alright. getting up early tmr.
gtg and slp.
good nites everyone!
:D
Labels: 1st day of sec 4 skool life.
YFREEDOM..
11:13:00 PM
Thursday, January 1, 2009
a new year.
a new beginning.
been kinda unhappy wif moi performance last year.
soO. prevention is better den cure.
sound bits wrong ya.
don care.
shall work harder this year.
better den last minute chionging wif moi studies.
hav a few things i shld make a promise to myself.
1st: stop making stupid excuses fer being lazy to study.
2nd: allocate moi time carefully. invisible time plan:D
3rd: shall get at least 4As in moi Os. *a.math, e.math, chem, chi. i'm counting on ya!!!*
4th: try moi best not to slp in class when lesson is going on.
5th: alter moi hot-temper. *if no one makes me angry^^*
6th: enter a JC of my choice. so far haven make a decision.
7th: try to complete all moi homeworks at home.
8th: cut down moi diet of junk food and freezy drink.
9th: work really hard in moi studies. have a mass revision every week.
10th: complete one storybook every 2 months *longest* and read newspaper once every week.
alright. shall name it my 'perfect 10'.
shall add on if i discover any. hah!.
woah. really stress ya. looking at moi 'perfect 10'.
and now moi table is totally covered wif piles and chunks of homeworks.
ah!! HELP!!
have mani tests next week sia.
last day of holiday.
moi deadline is up.
2009 creeped into moi life from now on.
YFREEDOM..
3:15:00 PM
its 5+pm in e morning.
yet i haven closed moi eyes fer a bit.
been rushing moi hw lik crazy.
loads and loads of hw queuing fer me to complete them.
ah!!!
HELP AH!
think i'm e last to slp among e whole ubi estate.
hah!.
phew.
shall complete faster and climb onto bed.
KAMBATEI!!!
YFREEDOM..
5:19:00 AM
