Labels: my life is unfair.
its driving me crazy!!!
felt lik banging moi head against e wall to ease moi angriness.
felt lik pulling someone's hair as hard as possible until moi anger fade away.
ARGH!!!!
clenching moi fist sia.
i'm feeling so maligned.
everything jus fall on me at one time.
without giving me a break.
he show off his temper. giv us a black disgusting face. lock himself behind doors. lie on bed like a lying corpse. swing his bag over his shoulder and walk out whenever he wish to. showing me his idiot eyes. shooting his forever-disgusting voice here and there to gain sympathy.
'diam diam diam'... all he noe how to say is this.
oral fight lahx if he gt guts.
gutless wimp.
only noe how to gain sympathy.
idiotic stupid disgusting hideous monster!!!
hate him to the core.
always hav to give in to him.
tot wats his status??
he's jus an idiot.
kao eh. felt lik scolding him vulgarities sia.
only scared of e stronger ones.
act lik a squeaky little mouse in front of them.
WIMP!
tot himself very handsome.
ew~ disgusted. shameless.
he's jus a toad. a pile of cow dung.
who do anything jus fer using computer.
useless bum.
wat can he do besides showing off his temper to gain sympathy??
they oso .
biased!!
so concern bout him when he show off his temper and when he shut his oily body behind closed doors.
so sensitive of his mood all those.
whereas.
even if i'm sad or angry or moody.
they don care.
they nv did.
or shld i say. they don even notice.
haix.
tats damn obvious okay??
they will ask him 'why are you moody? wat makes you moody?' so on and forth.
or even joke with him or anything.
but.
fer me.
they act as if they nv see anything.
sometimes even scold me fer nth.
somemore. seeing tat i'm unhappy and no mood to do anything, they, especially him, will ask me do this do tat.
non-stop.
forever this way.
i'm forever being treated lik this.
BIASED!!
in their eyes. i'm forever unreasonable. childish. evil. inhumane.
but fer him.
no matter wat he do. i can say, he's worst than me.
by a million times.
they nv do anything to him.
HAIX!
times different now.
everything jus changes.
from now on. nth will be e same anymore...
YFREEDOM..
8:44:00 PM
