Labels: i'm feeling complicated.
kinda upset at how different we were treated.
we're e same.
yet being treated differently.
tried moi best to hold back moi tears no matter wat.
but things jus kip on agitating moi tears.
forcing them to escape.
haix.
why its lik always happening to me during this holiday ya??
and tat this holi i was simply, emotional and mood swing??
no idea.
practically no idea.
anw. saw a kinda nice platform heels at bedok today.
cost $29.90...
kinda ex. so nv buy.
lik it so much ya.
hope one day i can go buy it man. haha.
and nah. i guess i'm kinda cnnt think thru no matter how mama explained to me.
can u imagined??
normally e biggest shoes i ever wear is 37.
i nv even touched a shoes at no. 38.
butta... today bought a skool shoes at shoes no. 39!!!
oh moi goodness. cnnt believe it.
so sadded sia. moi shoes no. so big!
its crazy and nonsensical. i noe.
but its jus simply... ...cnnt take it ya noe??
altho best fit wif tiny winy loose space is at 38. but wif socks so needa 39.
a 37 feet needa wear a 39 shoes.
difference too big ya??
some shoes i even think 37 a bit too big.
and yet nw i'm wearing a 39 school shoes.
so close to 40 man. my gosh.
sorta think it too big ya me. haha.
okay.
shall drop this matter man.
e cutting fer e shoes is simply stupid and inappropriate. hah!
erm. so happy mama no longer opposed moi thinking of wearing heels on Chinese New Year. haha.
she even let me browse thru e heels in shoes shops.
even accompany me to look fer them.
altho she still nag nag nag bout e negative impacts and e disadvantages of wearing high heels at moi age.
and tat i will hav loads of opportunities to wear it ltr in moi life.
but her actions proved e opposite.
butta. promised her tat i'll not buy one tats too high.
so i shall kip moi promise.
altho i think those kinda heels will be quite hard to find to match moi taste and likes.
but nvm. spotted one in bedok which proves there's still chance. hah!
alright. shall work hard.
tuangiap need to wear specs now.
so bad sia.
ruined our siblings' common thing.
tat is... ...perfect eyesight and say no to specs ya!
haha.
but. e salesman fer specs looks lik fahrenheit's calvin chen in KO one. hah!
look very much alike.
he's very polite while attending to us. and professional.
lik his attitude too.
felt relaxed while toking to him.
not as stressed up as lik other salesman or salesgirl.
took a few photos of our specky looks. hah!
shall post up tmr ya.
okay.
sayong nara.
bye. nites.
YFREEDOM..
11:31:00 PM
