Labels: i can feel nothing now...
hah!
packing moi room all those.
packed into the night ya.
until 12plus i guess??
phew. and i finally cleared moi books and papers all into e cupboard.
gotta a sense of satisfaction...
oh ya ya.
heard tat TWILIGHT is released YESTERDAY!!!
12 dec 2008.
but not in all cinemas i think.
only in certain.
so bad. i hav 2 wait til 18dec as i wan e original released date to be printed on Golden Village ticket so tat i can keep it as... ...souvenir??
hoho.
went to collect e stuffs today.
woah. tot they will be kinda big. but turn out to moi surprise, they are actually small.
nine of them can fit into a medium plastic bag.
but kinda tired stand all e way to yewtee MRT.
adeline is bits different from wat i visual her to be.
haha.
actually wanted to sorta wrap(?) moi phone at bugis street de.
but flooded wif ppl sia.
even e side of the roads are jammed wif ppl.
don think i can even squeeze in.
so... ...saddedly, nv wrap it in e end!
heard from kor tat hanjun returning to taiwan for a period of time.
they plus a few friends go ORCHARD eat SAKURA.
last time still say me waste money.
chey. chey. chey.
but something i felt so ashame lor.
they dunno how 2 go so kor called me.
butta... ...I OSO DUNNO HOW TO GO!! despite i went b4.
oh moi gosh. this made me look lik a direction idiot sia.
face shld hide under the mud.
haix.
shall take note of the routes i walked b4 next time.
erms. ALWAYS get scolded when its 'him' who did wrongly.
gals meant to hav a rather high-pitch voice ma.
not to mention, its even higher when she shout or speak louder rite??
they kip comment on moi voice.
and scold me when its not moi fault.
i only shout or speak louder when 'he' did something not to my likings.
den when they heard my voice.
they started scolding me.
wat e hell.
is there fairness in this world?
one shldn't be banished forever jus bcoz she has a rather high-pitch voice den a 'he' rite??
UNFAIR!!
somemore. i cnnt control moi voice oso ma.
i'm born wif it.
wat can i do??
who doesn't shout wif a high-pitch tone de??
they'll regret it if i hav a very low voice sia.
don tel me next time they gonna comment on moi 'low voice' when i hav a low-pitch voice hor.
ltr say, "can u stop toking?? ur voice can set moi eardrums vibrating..."
wats this sia.
ridiculous.
scold me when i talk more.
wats e prob sia.
is there a prob wif me liking to talk??
take moi words fer granted sia.
everytime don wan listen. take them as rubbish.
everytime mus make me pek chek de.
gonna die of heart shrinking sia.
shrank 1cm whenever i'm soOoO duper angry.
dunno wats wrong wif me now.
in e past. i'll shout and talk back and slam e door and everything whenever they make me felt maligned and angry.
but now. i'm at a lost of wat to do whenever i felt tat way.
tolerated it. everything.
tried to squeeze into moi shrinking heart until it gonna burst.
clenched moi fists.
i really cant respond to moi heart anymore sia.
weird.
is this a hint??
i felt it. but i jus cant do it.
perhaps... i'm sick of it anymore.
when certain things happened too mani times, u tend to be sick of doing e same thing again and again.
but sometimes no matter wat i do cant ease moi bursting angriness and pek chekness.
HAIX.
i can onli sighed deeply and hardly.
alright. enough of toking.
nights.
YFREEDOM..
10:40:00 PM
