this is moi final post in 2008 ya.
sadded.
BYE~ MOI WONDERFUL 2008...
can do nth to make you stay.
and u'll nv come back ever again.
one and only 2008 is now gone forever.
will miss ya super much.
u leave me wif 1 strain of white hair.
and 2 eyebags tat's as black as charcoal.
pulling moi whole eyelids down onto the floor.
u make me shrink 1cm.
make me feel so tired and stress.
... .... ....
... .... ....
but I LOVE YOU, 2008!!
hah!.
slowly, u'll fade lik how 2005, 2006, 2007 did.
2009 really sound scary sia.
soon. i'm going to get back to moi horrible skool life.
ah!!! hope i'm able to struggle thru moi new sec 4 life ya.
wake up at 9+am today. tot i'm not gonna make it.
jus feel so sleepy.
meet amanda at 11+am under moi block as papa gonna longbang us go paya lebar MRT.
meet suying at bout 12nn at pasir ris MRT.
so relieved we nv wear exactly e same sia.
if not we'll be lik soOo... ...paisae.
2nd stop. VivoCity.
crowded wif throngs of ppl.
looks lik they're all waiting fer countdown.
saddedly. i cant go.
sianz. lead a rather boring countdown this year sia.
suying's been rather unlucky today ya.
today's not her day.
slipper heels break. ezlink no money.
plus we kana ga-jiao by e cinema ticket seller.
cheater.
3rd row bcum 2nd row.
$25.50 bcum 30 BUCKS!!!
damn suay okay??
somemore his attitude damn bad.
made us 3 felt so bu shuang sia.
but YESman is really nice lahx.
super funny!!!
esp e part "i'll protect you!"
hah!. make me laugh lik crazy.
hope i din laugh too loud ya.
ltr kana complain.
but beside me de hip-hop auntie laugh louder and scarier den me.
at least i've gt a base.
ppl will complain her b4 complaining me.
erms. speak frankly.
today kinda done nth outside.
jus went bank transferring and popular and watch movie ya.
haix. kinda wasted moi last day of 2008.
haha.
"i didn't mean not fun going out wif u all ya :D its fun. jus done nth much^.^"
went home at bout 7+pm.
kinda early fer such an occasion ya.
but amanda and suying both mus rush to somewhere.
i seems e free-est one. haha.
din noe y. no appetite tonight.
but papa last min not coming back fer dinner den mama kinda upset tat her dishes are not finished.
so. i have to squeeze into moi stomach.
altho nv finish everything, but at least cleared bits.
mama feeling better ya. haha.
korkor soOo gd. gone out countdown wif his friends.
wonder where he went.
shld bring me along ma. hah!. :D
on our way home... ... ...
we're lik nerds in here. haha.
The Last Day. Greatest Memories 2008.
Too bad suying nv take wif us.
closing of 2008. hah.!
10.9.8.7.6.5.4.3.2.1.
2009!!!
2009!!!
Labels: good bye 2008.
YFREEDOM..
11:59:00 PM
really cant bear to leave ya.
guess mani ppl are keen in moving into next year.
but felt so sadded tat this year jus passed lik this.
think next year will be a worst year den this year.
2009.
this numbers felt scary ya.
anw. jus now chatted wif suying and really understand tat each household has their own probs.
there are pros and cons wif traditional and modern thinking.
maybe everyone of us, including our parents shld stop down and think bout all these things.
as long as everyone are willing to give in a tiny bit, things will be different.
jus put in a little balance in ur heart and u'll understand.
give ur eyes a wider view of things.
open ur heart to accept a wider range of things. hah.
oh my. now i really realised one thing.
i hate playful guys.
i hate those tat are not serious in relationship.
hateful souls.
tot they're prince charming??
hah!.
will nv choose someone who's playful ya.
kor and mama always tell me tat.
but speak frankly.
which gal will choose a playful guy??
laugh out loud!
mus be eyes tack stamp if they do ya.
haha.
dunno y i'm still awake.
its almost 2 in e morning.
yet i'm still chatting wif suying;laopo thru blogs.
she said more fun tat way.
but its kinda funny.
we're chatting thru blog when we've been chatting thru msn. haha.
okays. nights.
looking forward to countdown ltr ya^^
watching movie ltr too :D
Labels: LAST DAY. 31'12'2008.
YFREEDOM..
1:37:00 AM
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
and tmr's e last day of 2008.
haix. kinda miss moi sec 3 life ya.
yet there's no turning back.
sadded.
e worst thing is...
i nv finish moi homeworks!
no matter how hard i tried. or how much efforts and time i've put in.
I JUST CANT FINISH IT!
can somebody help me wif this??
ARGH!
guess i can only depend on myself.
time really zoom. 2 more days to skool reopen.
i'm really dead.
but i'm consistently consoling myself tat e chers will nv collect e homeworks ya.
hope it really come true.
stressed again.
sec 4 life is no kid.
tmr gonna countdown to 2009 le.
gonna go out and celebrate moi last beautiful holiday.
sound so negative ya.
and thursday gonna go out again.
haix.
think there'll be no time left fer moi holiday homeworks to be completed.
this is e time when i needa support from others.
hah!.
how i wish i can live in fairytale ya.
where time freezes.
or fantasy will do too^^
how i wish i can capture those beautiful moments in moi life:D
and let those bad times leave me alone.
oh ya. kinda surprised tat chum hao sms me ya.
he's from kor's skool.
jasline's class, as he said.
kor said he's pervertic. hah!. warned me bout him.
at 1st felt he's kinda abnormal too.
sent those weird msg.
we're not tat close. yet he act lik we're besties.
really strange.
even asked me to sms him when i reach skool or whatsoever.
or when i reached home.
damn weird.
when in fact i nv even noe how he look lik except thru photos.
but now its getting okay lahx.
kinda giving him e cold shoulder and mani excuses of not smsing him.
and now it fades.
hah!.
kinda glad tat he only send me wishings nowadays.
wa. think aloysius really hate many chers ya.
he've gt a super competitive mind.
kip telling me how much he hate this certain cher and how much he hope they can sack him/her.
hah!.
so agitated.
oh my god!
jus rmb tat i 4got to do e.geog scrapbook!.
AH!!!
newspapers articles ya.
i nv even cut out any of it.
think i'm really DEAD now.
who gt eng newspaper fer this whole holi??!!
we shld be relaxing instead of worrying bout hw ya??
loads and loads of hw waiting fer me to complete.
too much!!
wan occupy our whole holidays.
still deciding over moi striped heels or blue flats fer tmr.
AH!
hard to decide.
feel lik wearing moi heels as tmr's last day of 2008 and i only wore it once.
but its too high and there're no clothes to match it.
ltr i look lik a giant beside them sia.
laugh out loud!
tats y i'm oso deciding over e blue flats.
its more comfortable.
ARGH!
pros and cons.
headache!
oh ya. think i shld add another person into moi idol list ya^^
1st: Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson)
2nd: Jasper Hale (Jackson Rathbone)
3rd: Alice Cullen (Ashley Greene)
4th: Isabella Marie Swan (Kristen Stewart)
5th: Fujioka Tatsuo (藤岡靛)
6th: Lee JunKi
hah!. guess moi this idol list will last fer quite a long time ya.
LOVE them sOoOoO super much!
but... ...
LOVE TWILIGHT e most.
tats y i gave it a name... EdJasLice-Hui!
tgt wif me. hah!.
they're currently staying in 'moi heart' hotel.
in 6 VIP rooms.
here to mention u ya, suying (if u see it).
i shall reserve a room beside toilet fer y...
jus kidding
Laugh Out Loud!
u shall live in e very top storey ya. haha.
happy:D??
good night everyone!
have a wonderful countdown tmr ya^^
Labels: second last day.
YFREEDOM..
11:39:00 PM
uploaded twilight movie soundtrack onto moi blog.
so happie.
moi favourite song in e movie among all e others.
altho e name of the song sounds bits weird.
but... ... ...
its soOo romantic!!
super touching.
LOVE IT SO MUCH!!
it simply pull me back into twilight movie.
scenes of twilight movie come alive before moi eyes ya.
so sweet!
its a MUST and COMPULSORY to buy e disc and books.
i mus persevere.
money is very important in fulfilling moi this little wish.
hah!
but sad thing is....
some parts in twilight which i anticipated and looking so much forward to NEVER COME OUT!
ah!!
sadded.
its not enough to just depend on moi visualisation and daydreaming and imagination.
EVERYONE! MUS LISTEN TO THIS SONG YA :D
haix. wonder wat she showing to me sia.
sometimes feel its alright yet sometimes felt she's kinda strange.
but luckily 60% of e time is feeling okay.
hah!
she act as if she noe it 1st.
which in fact, is i told her at e very 1st.
but she at 1st not really keen into it.
she even ignored moi words.
erms. to be precise...
shld be... nv pay much attention to me when i said it.
yet now she's lik showing to me she noe loads of things.
haix.
guai ka.
but there's some times she's kinda caring lahx.
not totally say annoying.
tats when i'm carrying out moi principals of fairness.
but its true tat she did act more like a motherly friend.
sometimes perfectly fine... acting generous.
but sometimes... its lik she nv eat her medicine.
being soOo petty and weird.
wan victory in watever she do.
even if ppl come in or started it 1st, she still wan to win it before other ppl.
act as if she noe more den u do.
haix yeh.
pervertic sia.
she MUST show u how much craziness she put in.
and repeating e same thing over and over again.
jus to show u she's still into it.
but cant deny tat in certain times, she's sorta understanding.
and kinda fine too.
something bout her is really strange.
she go checked on moi idol and not hers.
checked on so much info bout moi idols and tok bout it wif me instead of toking bout hers.
altho i don mind.
but it feels really weird.
things she do jus shows tat she wanna show me tat she can be more crazy than i am.
competitive ya.
told her e same thing.
haha. tho i think may be bits too straightforward.
but... ...cant care so much le.
think there shld be no secrets between friends.
if she's someone i think i can say, i will really be as straightforward as i can.
as i don wan to feel so stressful in a friendship.
friendship, a pure one, shld be as carefree and stressless and happy as it shld be.
if not one can really die from stress.
soOo... ...friends shld really be as frankly speaking as possible to each other.
secrets can widen the distance between two friends ya.
there'll always be a knot between us if friends aren't truthful to each other.
best friends are those tat can really share secrets.
not only secrets.
they must also be those tat can take in e truths, regardless of good or bad tat their friends told them which is for their own good and benefits.
best friends shld oso be someone u can really feel carefree and happy beside them.
and not stressful and times of biting ur teeth.
last but not least.
they shld oso be someone who u can prank wif and needn't feel guilty and afraid tat they'll feel angry and stop being friends wif u coz u noe u all will patch up eventually, as ur friendship foundation is really strong and long lasting.
i really feel tat good friendships are hard to come by.
to find someone who u can really devote ur mind and truly trust is not easy ya.
they mus be really understanding towards u and are willing to play around and feign crazy wif u without much evil designs and schemes on u.
haix.
suddenly getting emotional ya.
haha. shall stop moi friendship principals here.
oh my! LOVE ROBERT PATTINSON SO MUCH YA!!
but not to e extent of shouting "I LOVE YOU" in public ya.
papa will chop off moi head.
think some fans are really damn crazy.
act as if they are so despo.
altho i can understand their feelings.
but don they feel they'll becum so super faceless??
scream and shout will only attract irritations.
hah!.
but robert is really soOo cool.
actually Dr. Carlisle Cullen is shuai too. haha.
rachel loved him.
shouted 'shuai shuai shuai' when he appeared ya.
laugh out loud!
but he really is... ...shuai. haha
oh! bella's daughter in e end is named as "Renesmee".
wat a cool name. haha.
oh moi.
and her b'dae is same as moi papa and miss mong.
10 SEPTEMBER!
hah! so coincidence^^
alright.
lets list out moi idol list ya :D
1st: Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson)
2nd: Jasper Hale (Jackson Rathbone)
3rd: Alice Cullen (Ashley Greene)
4th: Isabella Marie Swan (Kristen Stewart)
5th: Fujioka Tatsuo (藤岡靛)
woah! moi idol list is really long! haha.
hav to split 'moi heart' hotel le :D
Labels: I LOVE TWILIGHT.
YFREEDOM..
12:35:00 AM
Monday, December 29, 2008
don get to blog on a 'true' sunday.
hah!
so lets jus take it as sunday ya :D
today go out at a rather late time.
jus papa, mama and me.
kor gotta go thai boxing. and tuangiap hurt his leg.
haha.
but i hav to carry everything.
heng yeh!
if they go i won't hav 2 carry anything. hah!
went bugis today.
bought moi skool bag finally.
white colour.
brown and black look so awfully old.
tot i wont be able to buy it today sia.
den i'll hav to fret over it in e next few days.
its VERY cramped in bugis today ya.
squeeze until i gonna out of breathe.
if not fer moi bag i wont go bugis on a sunday sia.
actually i wanted a hot pink or red or yellow haversack.
butta... ...stupid s'pore nv sell any of these.
so sadded.
maybe i shall try searching thru blogshops.
a sad thing is. today nv buy any clothes sia.
but its okay. coz I LOVE THE BAG!!!
so scared i will dirtied it ya.
will chop off his or her head if anyone dirties it!
hah!.
oh ya ya.
think i saw yuling today.
at bugis too.
jus caught a small view.
but kinda positive tat its her.
haha.
haix yeh.
still deciding over e blue one or e red one.
kinda hard to decide.
will cost a bomb if i bought e 2 of them.
but i more favoured e blue one.
but i oso wan e red one lehx...
so confusing.
shall decide tmr.
oh. i mean today morning.
finally gotten e twilight romantic touching prom night song!!!
SO HAPPY!!!
ah moi.
LOVE E SONG!!
its so sweet.
now i shall be EdJasLie. haha.
oh oh. plus myself.
EdJasLie-Hui. LAUGH OUT LOUD!
nice name ya?
alright. get going.
getting late and everyone are in bed.
haix. left 3 days to skool reopen nia still cnnt ton.
sian~
good night!
Labels: I LOVE MOI BAG. EdJasLie-Hui.
YFREEDOM..
12:17:00 AM
Saturday, December 27, 2008
jus started on moi homeworks.
SO DIFFICULT!!!
stop here and den.
jus finished one subject de one part nia.
so sadded.
guess i won't be able to complete by monday.
there goes moi last 4 days of moi holi.
on HOMEWORKS!!
anw. i cant do shopping oso.
no money now.
waiting fer mama to pay me moi 'salary'.
she'll give me on sunday ya.
but think will not be enough.
coz i targeted another thingy on blog.
haix. still deciding over e colour which i shld buy.
i'm still determined not to take out e money in moi 'emergency' saving.
i MUST buy TWILIGHT's books and movie VCD and ILJIMAE's VCD.
ah! jus these 2 are already draining me off.
mus start to save loads of money when skool reopen.
hope by e 3rd week. either b4 or after cny i can get those things.
hah!
kambatei!
will keep it as moi treasures ya.
if anyone dare to spoil it... ...
i will... ... ...
chop his hands off ya.
laugh out loud!
ah moi!
haven finish twilight storybook.
think i read it fer more den 2 months liao.
obsessed fer more den 2 months liao too.
but yet i've no idea y... ...
i jus cant bear to finish e whole story. haha.
i'm crazy! i'm mad!
there r jus too much things fer me to visualise and imagine bout e story.
tats y i spend so much time jus on reading it.
its simply SWEET and COOL and SHUAI and HEART-WARMING and EVERYTHING!
there are no words in moi dictionary tat can describe it ya.
think many gals hav e same thots and feelings as me.
so its understandable.
guys~~ u will nv understand.
maybe u all will say, "tats gals... ..."
but this is a kinda feeling gals can feel and be soOo super crazy and obsessed bout which u all cant feel anything.
haha.
this is part of life isn't it??
there're not much things in this world tat can captivate one so much and be so super duper addicted and LOVE it sooo much.
there's only 3 words to describe this craziness...
OH MOI GOD!!!
hah!.
no no no.
actually there are no words tat can describe this feeling.
only one who feels it can truly understand.
take me fer example.
something tat can capture moi full attention and let me be soOo super crazy and obsessed fer more den 2 months until now still hav no signs of fading shld be something really great and super indescribable.
LAUGH OUT LOUD!!
TWILIGHT IS ADDICTION AND LOVE!
anticipating their next movie and books and so many more.
alright. skool reopening soon.
yet i haven buy moi backpack.
oh moi.
time's running out fer me.
and stationeries.
i'll be sec 4 soon.
tat 2 words sound soOo old.
and soon i'll be 17. 18. 19.
ah!!!
seriously. i think 15 is really a perfect age.
neither too young nor too old.
but moi 15 years old life is running out.
but luckily moi b'dae is on October.
so i will only turn exactly 16 on October.
haix. but time zoom.
so soon, i'll take moi Os and bcum 16 years old.
e yer. disgusting sia.
there are pros and cons to be a 16 teens lahx.
but i think there are much more cons den pros.
sadded.
how i wish i'm born on 31dec lik geraldine ya.
hah!.
okay. shall repeat once more.
TWILIGHT IS OBSESSION AND "DANGEROUS" (to girls)!!
haha.
its fantastic and awesome too!
oh ya ya. forgot to mention.
besides edward cullen...
I OSO LOVE ALICE AND JASPER!!!
there're super loving couple ya.
ALICE is sooo nice and loving and pretty.
and JASPER. altho he always put on a 'bearing pain' look, but he's shuai!
and cool and everything.
comparable to EDWARD.
hah!.
vampires are soOo INDESCRIBABLE!
Labels: TWILIGHT IS MOI LOVE.
YFREEDOM..
11:50:00 PM
Friday, December 26, 2008
erms. not exactly whole day lahx.
went bank today.
do banking and depositing.
whoo hoo!
top up moi savings now.
felt a sense of satisfaction ya.
but same time. heartache.
sent out so much money... oh oh!
tuangiap ride me there. on kor's bicycle.
stand at e back until moi feet damn pain.
but its cool! wif e wind slapping moi face.
think some ppl think tat its weird fer me, a teens to bank in money on moi own ba.
they jus look at me wif suspicious eyes when i filled in e form and went to queue up.
its not tat weird afterall.
today is in e 21st century ya.
its perfectly normal okay??
laugh out loud!!
but... ...cant believe i do something this stupid.
i filled in e wrong form!!!
ah moi gut!!
so paisae sia.
somemore i've done banking b4.
yet i made this kinda mistake.
phew.
and nah. cant believe 2 blogshops owners who i do payment by bank transfer so far are called huilin ya.
jus tat one is huilin. e other is huiling.
oh my. so coincidence.
chua dio ya me. at 1st.
cant believe there's something so coincidence happening to me.
laugh out loud!!
went jogging around manjusri sec opposite moi house today ya.
wif tuangiap.
jog fer 2 rounds.
its killing me. haha.
dunno whether i got shi tai anot. hoho.
so mani cars around.
jog ahead of tuangiap.
he catch up wif me in moi second lap.
when he finally reached me.
he tripped and fall.
he claimed tat its coz of e slope.
den he lose control of his speed and lost balance.
i noe its wrong to laugh at him.
butta... ...
... ... ...
... ... ...
LAUGH OUT LOUD!!!
its really super funny.
haha.
can even laugh now when i think of e scene.
oh no. badded me.
how can i laugh at moi own brother??
haix yeh yeh.
but i'm so kind. i walk back wif him ya.
haha.
accompany him.
if not i wanna jog again sia.
still piggyback him from e staircase to home.
altho its not a long distance.
but its killing me!!!
he so damn heavy.
perspire more than i run e 2 rounds.
ah my.
but his wound is really bleeding loads of blood.
poor him.
even gt black blood.
hinting tat he's evil.
disgusting sia.
scary.
he blamed me fer his fall.
so badded.
who ask him to run and act cool (he said it himself)??
not moi fault ya.
but still feel sorry fer him lahx.
chuanyong kinda scared of his wound.
cry non-stop when he saw tat.
hav 2 coax him sia. tired.
during dinner. he kip on disturbing me.
i'm eating moi simple sushi (jus rice+seaweeds).
he wan to eat. so i gave him e seaweeds and some rice.
overall i gave him 6 pieces of seaweeds.
tats equal to 2 packets.
by right he cnnt eat so much.
but he looks so pathetic. so i jus continue giving him until i kana scolded.
haix. so annoying ya.
again. completed none of e homeworks today.
haix. wasted moi whole day.
promised myself i will start moi hw today.
but... ...break moi promise ya.
haix yeh.
mus really start tmr le.
if not i'll be soOo shity dead.
oh ya. heard from jessica tat christmas gt 12 days.
din noe tat ya.
she said she gotten me a souvenir.
haha. so bu hao yi si yeh.
think i shall get her a christmas gift too^^
li shang wang lai ya.
if not i'll feel so paisae to accept her gift.
hope ppl won't blame me fer not giving them ya.
jus tat i don quite like to think of wat presents to give.
and nah... ...
i will start having second thots whether to give if tat present is of moi favourite. haha.
oh my. i so evil.
today's iljimae is soOo damn sadded.
i cried again.
lucky no one saw.
if not i will be so faceless.
its really damn sadded.
wif e music. it made me soOo super emo and sad sad.
haix yeh. no words can explain e sadness sia.
jus cry alot.
maybe ppl will think i'm crazy ya.
coz don think alot ppl will cry like me ba.
qian-er is sOoOoOoOoO PATHETIC!!!
hoi yo. haix.
ROBERT ROCKS!
think mani ppl only lik edward cullen.
but i love edward and cedric.
so total up... ... ...
deng deng deng deng... .... ....
... ... ... ...
... ... ... ...
I LOVE ROBERT PATTINSON!!!
haha.
since other ppl be mrs edward.
den i shall be mrs pattinson.
haha.
den don need fight wif ppl liao.
laugh out loud!
wa. today gt alota coincidence thingy happen sia.
think gt about 2.
one is suying and joyce de. another is huilin and huiling.
haha. dunno wat day is today ya.
okay. gtg. papa scolding.
oh~~
so sadded.
nights.
Labels: B.O.R.I.N.G.
YFREEDOM..
11:50:00 PM
some probs wif moi playlist.
david archuleta's songs cant play.
ARGH!!
dunno where e prob lies on sia.
haix. get it done tmr.
YFREEDOM..
1:35:00 AM
jus changed moi template fer 'addiction'.
kana stuck there a little while.
cant find all e songs i wanted to put ya.
so sadded.
but this music is nice too.
rec by a blogshop owner.
haha.
and a few more songs.
think its kinda nice lahx.
some of david archulata's is nice ya.
haha.
but i really wanna put ILJIMAE's song ya.
too bad i cant find it.
i love e colour combination.
purposely set it to suit moi blog skin.
hah!.
love e ipod too.
oh my.
put it in a simple way.
I LOVE E WHOLE THING YA!!
luckily moi efforts are not wasted. hoho.
alright. nights.
YFREEDOM..
12:57:00 AM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
ah. left 44 minutes only.
and its less den a week to skool reopening.
yet... ...i haven finish even half of moi homework!!!
ah moi gut!!
here to end today's christmas ya.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!
Hope Everything Goes Well In Year 2009!
alright. whole family help out in hanging all those curtains in all our rooms today.
drilling. vacuuming. mopping. sawing... ...
haha.
think i run around e house alot today ya.
take things here and there.
panting so much.
oh ya.
haven get moi phone covered.
haix. kinda cant bear to tear out e singtel sticker.
laugh out loud!!
still hesitating.
and nah. ytd jus realised tat moi new phone is actually same as joyce's.
haha. really dunno it at 1st.
think i now really broke le.
realised it after i prepare e money i needa post tmr.
wallet kinda empty now.
it felt so light.
i don wan it to be light ya!
but still. i'm determined not to take out moi savings.
made a promise earlier on tat i can only spend e amount i've set aside fer shopping.
cant break my own promise ya.
haix. guess i mus be more thrifty now.
so sadded.
e yer.
moi papa kip on disturbing me when i'm watching tv.
he can disturb me fer all shows except fer 'bu liang xiao hua' and 'iljimae'.
most important de is ILJIMAE.
but he everyday disturb me.
haix yeh.
so madded.
huUu...
still switch off e tv.
kinda look lik he done tat purposely ya.
heng!
"iljimae" really very sadded.
haix. today's episode is soOo pathetic.
qian-er's sister so noble!!
their destiny are simply... ...so sorrowful.
qian-er's life is sOoOo unpredictably pathetic and heartbreaking ya.
can make ppl watch until heartache.
hah!. felt so sorry and sadded fer him.
cry until i cant breathe. as moi nose bcum so super stuck.
cried so much. den now... ...felt so sleepy.
now i'm listening to e song.
so sadded.
its really super sadded.
maybe not tat serious lahx.
but to me. its really very sadded ya.
affected moi mood so much.
now oso sad sad.
horRr...
this song stimulate moi past memories sia.
make me soOo emo.
hah!. oh no.
i may jus turn back onto e emotional person i am in e earlier part of e holi.
and now moi face is soOo super pain.
think is muscle ache.
do too much face exercise.
ah! hope e pain can ease tmr.
oh ya ya.
still thinking of a way to give suying e e.math anglican high paper.
phew. brain dead.
who can help me think ya???
now dizzy dizzy. after all e crying.
shld think 1st b4 i cry ma.
haix yeh.
wrong timing.
i'm now an emo gal... ... ...
guess i have to piah hw tmr le.
mus chiong all e way le.
haix. hate this part of e holi man.
HOMEWORKS!!!
GET OUT OF MOI WAY!!!
box u. kick u. squeeze u. punch u. pinch u. scratch u. throw u.
everything u.
so disgusting and irritating sia.
practically NO MOOD!
so... ...DON'T COME AND DISTURB ME!!!
but... ... ...
... ... ...
... ... ...
... ... ...
... ... ...
i still have to do :'(
but fer now. jus let me emo on my own... ...
nights everyone!!
Labels: life is so unpredictable.
YFREEDOM..
11:16:00 PM
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
MAY SANTA CLAUS GRANT ALL MOI WISHES YA!
oh my. i'm late fer 1 minute.
a new start. a new beginning...
YFREEDOM..
12:01:00 AM
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
everyone are in high spirit.
went to bugis and orchard today.
soOo mani things to shop about.
tops. bottoms. shoes. accessories. bags.
ah moi gut!!
but not enough money sia.
only bought 2 tops and 1 accessories.
kinda pathetic.
hoho.
still have to pay ppl money.
oh my.
but... ...finally bought an orange top which i've been finding soOo super long.
so happy!!
hope it turns out right when i wear it.
haha.
been walking non-stop fer hours ya.
now moi leg is screaming in pain. ARGH!
saw a few nice backpack i desired in bugis.
still deciding which one to buy.
but i still hope tat i can buy a hot pink or red one.
haix.
but think s'pore does not hav wat i wanted ba.
so sadded.
saw it in some blogshops.
but simply cant get it. either it is oos. or it is no longer selling and ordering.
guess this is fate ba.
haH!
oh ya. cant believe orchard gt so mani things to shop.
i mean those tat i can afford. haha.
joyce reccommend.
haha. think can shop fer more den 2 hours there.
can spend bout 1 hour in 1 storey.
if u stop at every shop.
think can spend whole day there.
its simply... ... ...HUGE and FULL OF THINGS!!!
e 'rain' shop is soOo disappointing ya.
tot its some kinda nice shoes shop.
but turn out to be... ...haix... ...
laugh out loud!!
saw some cute heels.
have an urge to buy it.
butta... ...its simply out of moi financial ability.
cannot buy. can only see.
so badded.
somemore. kana cheated at orchard oso.
been cheated of moi 5 bucks.
tgt wif joyce. is 10 BUCKS!!!
ARGH!
tat guy doesn't even look lik 14 years old.
how can a 14-year-old come out and work??
we are soOo super stupid.
believe it at 1st sia.
kip pestering us. ask us to buy e childish micky photo album.
cant ditch him off no matter wat we say.
we even volunteered to help him sell.
oh moi god!!
so heartacheded ya.
guess he think we're easy to cheat ba.
but we look so clever lor. haha.
moi 5 bucks jus fly away before moi eyes.
ah ha~~~
forget it. its gone now.
shall be more clever next time i go orchard.
joyce said she only meet this kinda thing when go out wif me.
:'(
i'm a jinx... haha.
so hurt-ed moi heart.
tonight so cold.
felt cold even when i'm wearing long sleeved pyjamas.
oh ya. POSB bank 'on leave' fer these 2 days ya.
planned to make payment today.
but... ... haix... ... have to wait until friday le.
so sian diao sia.
oH! forgot i've to record something.
got to go.
10...
9...
8...
7...
6...
5...
4...
3...
2...
1...
0... bong bong bong
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!
Labels: Christmas eve...
YFREEDOM..
11:09:00 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
there seems to have quite a number of shops to shop yeh.
e shopping centre kinda huge.
too bad we cant stay there a bit longer as she gonna go raffles photocopy something.
erms. after raffles. nowhere else to go and nothing to do.
sudden decision to watch movie at Tampines Mall.
3D Digital movie!!!
1st time watching this kinda movie.
sorta fresh to me.
haha. i look lik a sua gu.
we watched 'Journey To The Centre Of The Earth 3D'.
haha. wif e special glasses.
some parts damn scary.
got one fish part i think i'm damn 'faceless'.
i screamed and sorta moved closer to suying. haha.
so paisae ya!!!!
some children sitting behind us kept moving out and in of their seats ya.
keep on knocking onto moi head and rubbing against moi hair.
worst still. one of them knocked onto moi glasses.
so pek chek sia.
but overall e movie is nice ya.
so exciting. hah!
reached home at bout 7+pm.
ah my!!!
missed e part when jia-si-le cried...!!
so poor thing.
tat stupid jiang-mi.
name soOo weird.
heart soOo black.
separate xiao-hua and jia-si-le.
make him so sadded.
altho male lead is wilson pan.
butta. i kinda hope xiao-hua and jia-si-le will be tgt ya.
yu-zhu in 'Little Nyonya' oso damn pathetic.
kana raped by e disgusting robert.
yue-niang oso very weird.
yu-zhu sacrificed so much fer her and chen-xi.
yet she always nv appreciate.
haix.
zhen-zhu so super duper evil man.
nv save yu-zhu. smelly woman.
shall get her retribution one day ya.
hohoho.
I LOVE "ILJIMAE"!!!
haha. repeated tat loads of times.
nv watch a tiny winy part of it.
think bout 10 seconds??
moi papa lor. accidentally switched it off.
hoi yo.
so madded sia.
hope i can be financially able to buy e disc next time ya.
shall work hard!
oh my. think moi wallet tmr really gonna splash blood.
needa pay some ppl money.
oh oh oh!
moneyless.
haven bought moi skool bag!!!
and skool reopening in a week's time.
cant believe time flies.
oh no no no...
time does not fly.
it ZOOM!!
if not y i only blinked moi eyes and it left only one more week to moi sec 4 life??
e yer.
felt so disgusting whenever i think of it.
i'm turning old le...
oh my gut!
16 years old is soOo damn old man.
alright. getting tired.
moi leg is so damn super duper aching and pain and weak now.
esp moi small thighs.
ah!!
think i gotta rest now.
still thinking whether to do masking anot. haha.
okay. good night everyone!!!
merry christmas eve!!!
YFREEDOM..
11:49:00 PM
Monday, December 22, 2008
no idea why.
it felt kinda different.
not tat boring anymore.
feel so touched at wat edward had done fer bella.
protective. yet gentle.
indescribable feeling and emotions ya.
had no idea why i felt an urge to cry during e movie too.
touched by e movie.
but no idea which part of it.
its not a tragic love story. its jus TOUCHING.
guess i'm becoming mad after all those sorrow movies and tv shows. hah!
vampires are always so cool in most movie and shows.
implied on those tat i've watched.
they are always so faithful.
and gentle and sweet.
alright. almost cant wake up on time today ya.
its simply so funny.
waited fer weitong at e front of e platform while she waited fer me at e back.
meet geraldine at tampines MRT after tat.
planned to meet lejing too.
but she kinda late. and kangleng and evelyn sooOoo impatient so we go buy tickets 1st.
sorta debated over whether to watch twilight or bolt.
wanted to watch bolt at 1st.
butta... ...seems unfair to them as they've nv watch b4.
had our lunch at pizza hut.
6 ppl eating. came 7 meals.
hah! so eerie sia.
even e bill counted e price of 7 meals.
wonder who they saw.
e curry dunno wat baked rice damn hot sia...
lejing, geraldine and me complaining here and there.
sucking our pepsi lik we've nv tasted it b4 sia.
can imagine how hot it is ba??
drank 2 full glass of pepsi as its free flow.
had a 'yam seng'. but i shouted cheers instead. haha.
almost late fer our movie ya.
as e waitress spend so much time on getting e bill right.
phew.
1st time so rushed fer moi movie.
so accurate. 6 of us fit exactly into e right hand seats.
laugh out loud!
moi butt hurts after e movie.
been fidgeting throughout e movie.
kinda uncomfortable.
they really like soft toys!!!
stopped at every shops wif soft toys.
and of course. toy'r'us.
evelyn accidentally took other ppl's baby trolley wif a panda and push it around sia.
LAUGH OUT LOUD!
played wif almost all e toys.
kids nowadays are soOo fortunate. so mani new advanced toys.
moi best toys when young is jus a few barbie dolls.
so sadded.
i felt lik buying a toy baby!!!
sudden thot :D
they're soOo cute.
kana shot by kangleng when i carrying e baby. so paisae!!!
went home at bout 6. jus in time to watch 'bu liang xiao hua'. hah!
jia-si-le bcum more and more pathetic le.
and he CRIED!!!
so sadded.
after tat is 'The Little Nyonya".
nice!!!
but tats not as important as moi 'ILJIMAE'!!!
obsessed wif it!
made me felt damn sad.
cried so much jus within these 6 episodes.
leejunji (lee-qian/long-er) is simply soOoOo pathetic!!
felt lik crying whenever i heard e sorrow song.
haix.
tho it dampen moi spirit and made me so super sad, but i still love it soOo much ya.
after witnessing so many of moi very favourite tv shows and movies this holiday.
now i understand.
love doesn't come by easy.
neither can it be gone easily.
if only u are willing to grab onto it tightly.
true love is only something tat we used to keep our passion alive.
it is something tat our souls feed on in order to be fully satisfied.
it provides our life wif some entertainment tat needs our hearts to really choose and feel for ourselves.
it made our life seems more beautiful and sparkling.
it leaves traces of our histories after our life ended wif a full stop.
where love is concerned.
eyes can no longer see.
our hearts bcum our vision tools.
its every pulse and heartbeat affect our emotions.
its every constrictions bcum our heartaches.
eventually. it bcum e main control of our whole being.
kinship. friendship. boy-girl relationship.
we nv noe wats waiting fer us.
our sadness bcum their energy.
our tears bcum their strength.
falling in love is no easy task (fer a normal person).
our hearts scanned. checked. touched. felt.
sparkles glittered ur eyes followed by vigorous heartbeats
once it bcum tired of everything, things changes.
and it will never be the same again...
this may look emotional.
but lie down comfortably. look out of e windows. listen to some really sorrow songs and music. watch some tragic love movies in advance.
and you'll feel wat i felt.
:D
nights everyone!
Labels: nothing will b e same.
YFREEDOM..
11:19:00 PM
head felt heavy still.
had a stomachache jus now.
hope won happen again ya.
hate to find public toilet outside. much less to say do big business in public toilet.
these 3 days or maybe 4, are going to drain moi energy and tighten moi pocket.
but skool reopening soon.
tired~
not sure wat to wear ltr ya. still thinking.
tats e prob of having so little clothes.
and. CHRISTMAS coming!!
altho none of it is of my business, still feel happy as its an event.
hoho.
e worst thing tats gonna happen today... ... ...
today is moi BAD HAIR DAY!!!
argh!!!
how am i going to go out and face ppl sia.
sianz~
shall blog again tonight... if i can still make it.
phew.
soOo tired still...
have fun!!!
Labels: i noe it'll come eventually.
YFREEDOM..
9:37:00 AM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
ate loads of tang yuan sia.
they're sO cute~ small small de. hah!
after praying at 8th aunt's house, my mum, rachel's mum, rachel and me went shopping.
nw my leg breaking le. aching sia.
we went parkway. kinda boring as i've been there umpteen times fer e past 3 years.
e aunty at e cashier counter looked at me and rachel and asked us whether are we from other countries??
AH MY GOD!
we're lik so shocked.
does tat mean we're foreigners jus bcoz she and i went giant and buy things without our parents??
weirdo.
we're pure s'poreans OKAY??
made us felt so wrong.
and sadded sia.
haix.
haix.
haix.
somemore i today kip kana attacked.
my papa and rachel kip on attacking me.
sobs.
made me kinda mad at them lahx.
but after a while jiu okay le.
afterall, they're jus playing ma.
hohoho.
so i shall be generous and kind enough to forgive and forget ya.
damn tired now. wondering how am i going to go out tmr sia.
and e day after and e day after e day after tmr.
phew.
whole body aching.
all thanks to rachel. haha.
erms erms. but on e account tat she lends me her shoulder, i shall f&f again ya.
laugh out loud!
SHE suddenly say she not going last minute sia.
make me sooo angry at tat moment.
altho nw my anger slowly fades.
but... ...SHE's always lik tat sia.
make me so flare up.
agreed wif anqi le den when i ask HER, she said she not going... gt something on.
wat the... ...
shld fulfill HER promise to us as she promised us 1st de ma.
kiam pa lahx.
bought a few things today.
not tat not worth it afterall ma.
at least gt some benefits. haha.
after reaching home.
bathed and explore moi tv and finally... ...touched moi commy.
sat on e rolling chair nw wif my legs hanging above e ground.
woah. damn shiok.
lactic acid slowly spread liao.
not tat aching.
plus moi massaging... ...its more perfect.
think it will go off in a while.
hope so...
phew.
don even wanna step onto e ground le.
think today will slp early sia.
EXTREMELY tired.
oh ya. rachel going her camp tmr.
think we'll have a final outing fer this holi ya.
woah. break record.
i think we watched more den 2 movies this month.
we long time nv go out tgt since beginning of this year??
been kinda busy ya we.
ah~ gt to rush moi hw le.
skool reopening in less den 2 weeks time.
i haven relax enough ya!!!
cant believe moi whole body. esp legs. ache until lik hell.
everyday mus reach at least 2am den can slp.
den today... ...i think i'll faint at b4 12.30am sia. haha.
okay. moi eyelids seems to be carrying 2 muscular man.
and moi legs seems to be falling here and there.
and moi mind being erased by super white eraser.
eyes closing.
night night everyone!!
Labels: extremely tired.
YFREEDOM..
10:42:00 PM
cant slp.
but think papa coming to nag me soon.
feeling so cold now sia.
hands trembling. wif e fan blowing at me directly above my head.
mama said will hav headaches. lik i always do.
oh!
YuLe jus sent me some BBQ photos.
hah! finally some photos to kip as memory.
too bad its jus a few shots.
oh my. we nv take mass photo!!!
wasted!
this photo is damn super ugly.hah! she said she 'tou pai' me.
ah!! had a crush on me oso cnnt lik tat ma. laugh out loud!
tel me and i will pose fer her ya.
HAHA.
made me almost splash out my ice lemon tea while dodging e camera.
but no use... sadded.
scarcely my shorts kana how? haha.
but its fun lahx.
since kana shot. i shall be generous enough to show everyone my memorable photo.
"oh my. i'm not pointing middle finger ya..."
this is 'yoyo' i guess??
if i'm not wrong."oh my. i'm not pointing middle finger ya..."
this is 'yoyo' i guess??her name is yoyo.
she is e culprit of my shouting. haha.
but she's quite tamed. (better den my aunt's sunshine)
evelyn, kangleng, leqin, lemin and cherie.they really lik posing ya. :D
this is caresse.my left neighbour in 3CR. luv ya!
kangleng and YuLe. these photos are sent by her^^
wa sei. advertising e swimming pool sia.haha.
leqin, cherie, kangleng, lemin and YuLe.
luv ya, 3CR!
:D
:D
Labels: greatest memories. 3CR'08
YFREEDOM..
2:06:00 AM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
and there goes another day.
wake up at 10.30am.
tot i cmi sia.
but luckily i gt ready on time.
haha.
wa sei. dunno is it suay or 'you yuan'.
met gavril on bus.
somemore he sat next to me.
nv even realise it until i turn and look a second time.
tot who is tat at 1st sia.
tot i only saw someone tat LOOK LIKE him.
chua dio.
felt so shocked.
don think he noe is me ya as i'm looking out of e window.
i think so??
but dunno wat to tok to him and since we at 1st nv tok so i nv tried to tok to him as it felt weird.
if we already tok at 1st den it will save us alot "gang ga'ness".
laugh out loud!
we alight at e same stop somemore.
haha.
wt saw him too. she told me after i went up to e MRT platform.
nw i CONFIRM+GUARANTEE is him le.
coz i only caught 2 glimpse of him.
haha.
wa. this year saw him plenty of times on bus 63 sia.
last year same class dou don hav so 'qiao'.
okay. today's CR BBQ was a succeed.
altho not mani ppl came.
but its still FUN!
haha.
wif eeshuen as e only guy.
so sadded sia him.
dawn's dog is scary sia.
make me shout so much.
haha.
nw all of them noe i scared of small dogs.
e dog kip coming to me. know tat i scared of her. ya, its a her.
weitong and crystal scared e dog wif me too. haha
so after crystal left, i and weitong take up e whole sofa and sat there.
sorta immobilised.
watched tv and BBQing.
is all we do. haha.
it almost rain b4 we BBQ. super windy.
my hair damn messy.
felicia and evelyn make some pervertic food exhibition. laugh out loud.
but BBQ ended kinda early sia. around 5.30 we're back in e house.
i made such a fool of myself sia.
din noe there's only one bus available outside dawn's house.
still ask who gonna take same bus as me. LAUGH OUT LOUD!
so pai sae sia.
everyone turn and point at me ya. haha.
set off fer home at a rather early time ya, us.
around 7.30pm.
hah!
went home tgt. tok bout our plans on mon.
kinda excited at e idea man.
ah!
nv take photos of our 1st BBQ sia.
ARGH!
woah. had a pri skool conver jus now.
so saddedly. nw left me and junlin nia.
all bangsei de. haha.
eddie full of stories sia.
and alien languages.
dunno wat he toking bout.
he so innocent sia. believe tat i'm 168cm and 180cm. haha
have fun!
Labels: missed opportunity.
YFREEDOM..
11:27:00 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
watched TWILIGHT today.
cant believe it man.
e whole movie theatre fer e movie FULL HOUSE sia.
ah my god!
1st time met this situation.
soOoOo mani ppl already seated in e theatre even b4 e advertisements show b4 e movie begins.
can see how enthu everyone were about twilight.
haha.
altho it sorta didn't live up to our expectation.
and tat e storybook seems to be much interesting den e movie.
and nah. most of e scenes are MISSING from e movie.
butta... ...i still love it anw^^
haha.
i lik e protective and fighting part most.
its soOoO dangerous and made me so worried sia.
haha. altho i noe i worry fer nth.
and its so super sweet!
oh ya oh ya!
saw jessica at plaza sing ya.
so unexpected.
don expect to be able to see anyone i noe in a place so far sia.
somemore we met in poh kim.
and we're holding a 'boys over flower' VCD jus next to each other.
she holding series 1 and i holding series 2 ya.
if i'm not wrong.
hahaha.
i nv notice until she tapped me ya.
laugh out loud!
its jus so amazing!
we are actually holding a VCD next to each other.
yet we nv even realise it until jessica regconised my voice.
haha.
ah my.
we were lik... ...so shocked.
so sadded she not going class BBQ ya.
she going overseas on sat.
she and i played so crazily during youth vibe sia.
haha. i can still rmb.
too bad rachel don noe her.
so i jus hav to leave to prevent her from getting bored.
if not we can tok longer.
haha.
its jus so miraculously coincidence.
bought a cutie elephant wif rachel ya.
we bought a pair of it.
soOo cute~
she name mine 'brown phant' (4get chi called wat)
so nan ting sia. *puke*
hers is called 'white phant'.
hahaha.
are these names??
hoho.
anw. I OSO LOVE 'ILJIMAE'.
haha. one of e song super nice and sad.
so sad tat it makes me felt lik crying everytime i see e commercial.
e show oso very sad.
cant believe i cried while watching e 2nd episode sia.
this nv happen b4 neh.
been chasing e movie.
i MUST watch every single episode ya.
nw listening to e song.
damn sad ;(
phew.
phew.
phew.
ei ei. weird.
heard from anqi tat there's diff version of twilight in diff cinemas.
tats really weird.
nv heard b4 this kinda thing.
haha.
dunno why. kinda nervous bout sat's class BBQ.
HuuU.
moi heart pic pok pic pok de.
dunno y.
felt uneasy.
exactly 2 more weeks to skool reopen sia.
AH!!!
nth can explain or illustrate moi uneasiness and scared.
oh my.
done nth this holiday.
not even homeworks.
and next year gonna take moi Os.
ah~~~
okays shall end here.
good nite^^
Labels: things are going on at an extremely fast pace.
YFREEDOM..
11:26:00 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
broke moi record sia.
2 days nv update moi blog.
hahaha!
alright. today was back to a normal tuesday.
hoho.
chuanyong is back.
and i had a terrible time again.
peed in moi shirt ytd!!
again!!
3 times in total.
oh moi gosh!
disgusting sia.
and today he was crying and crying and crying all over the place.
phew.
we all had a hard time coaxing him.
he indeed lik barney alot ya.
haha.
wanna hit me when i switch channel.
even gonna cry sia.
down there dancing when e song appear.
laugh out loud!
as usual. whole day revolves around teleV. meals. playing wif chuanyong. and last but not least, COMMY!
2 more weeks to end of holi.
oh moi!
haven enjoy enough ya.
AHHHHHHHH!
I HAVEN FINISH TWILIGHT STORYBOOK!!!
AND I"M GONNA TO WATCH IT IN 2 DAYS TIME!!!
AND I HAVEN EVEN REACH HALF OF E STORYBOOK!!
gosh!
i'm dead.
terribly dead.
gonna see edward cullen in 2 days time.
hohoho.
excited ya.
gonna be kinda busy after today.
oh no.
no time left.
think moi wallet gonna splash blood.
and maybe die.
ah ah ah.
oh oh oh.
nw fretting over wat to wear fer class BBQ.
hope won be e odd one out ya.
haha.
tmr getting up early.
tired sia.
ltr still mus do moi face a while.
haix.
gals are hard to be ah.
mus care this care tat.
TIRED!
ai yo yo.
gavril ask me help him buy his thumbdrive.
haha.
ask wrong person le ba??
go ask someone who's gonna be broke soon (me)... ^^
haha.
too bad. i cant help him.
coz moi wallet emptying soon!! (tats one of my biggest prob this holi ya)
said he wanna buy mani things.
guys nv anyhow buy things.
but when they gonna buy, they'll buy ex ex one.
haha.
tats diff from gals.
gals is buy loads of things.
but most of the time and majority of e gals buy cheap cheap one.
alright. time to do moi gals thingy.
nites.
:D
Labels: kinda short ya??
YFREEDOM..
11:37:00 PM
