Labels: LeMoN hEaRt...
miserable... sneezing whole day long...
tot i gonna rub moi nose off man... wonder whether i can afford to hang on fer tmr...
wasted another day again...
spend moi whole day at home still... completed nth again...
tired. eyes feeling uncomfortable. felt it burning when i close moi eyes fer a break during show time intervals. wonder wats tat bout...
feeling sad tat moi tv kinda cmi... its moi life support fer holi nehx...
hang on there ah, moi tv! i can die without it...
pathetic... shorts gotten 'polluted' by chuanyong's urine this afternoon... so scary sia... scared out of moi entire life when i sensed something warm drenching moi shorts while he's sitting behind me... shouted. he looked at me wif his pitiful big round eyes when i kinda scolded him fer not hinting to me... immediately go into e corner near moi bed and stand wif back against e wall as punishment... haha, cute~ sayang him and change his diapers after tat, altho still quite angry at tat... LAUGH OUT LOUD! adorable, yet naughty...
he's looking more and more lik his sis... actions, expressions, high-pitch tone and everything...
still, he liks to shout... and scream...
butta its kinda fun to scare him... haha... becum super obedient after tat... ^^
whoo woo... blog finally saved by moi 'lao po' suying... hah!
still hav much to learn sia...
but finally its a complete blog le... haha...
finally, noe some truth bout 'tat matter'.
looked thru his texts last night and realised things aren't tat simple afterall...
in fact, its very complicated...
yet he wouldn't tell me no matter how i probed...
really could not understand how did it progressed to such an ending...
hope he can pull himself up and carry on wif his life lik a man...
haix... there's someone...
i treated her wif moi heart and yet she doesn't even really treat me as one...
in fact, she only wan me to treat her gd and no vice versa...
gotten a job rec by kor last week... and i immediately ring her to ask her if she wan e job as we've agreed to rec each other if we've gotten a job...
agreed... butta in e end, e job kinda full, so kana cancelled...
its not moi fault tat we nv got e job...
but no matter wat, at least i ring her, asked her and everything...
i kept moi promise...
but did she??
she texted me this afternoon...
told me she gotten a job. may not be able to do hw wif me tmr as we've planned to...
end, said she will be doing her job on sat and sun...
among all her smses... none of it contain any ideas of asking me fer e job...
not tat i complain over e slightest thingy...
jus i couldn't tolerate ppl who cheated me, break their promises or selfish as to think of their ownself...
haix...
haix...
haix...
really disappointed...
tot she wasn't lik tat... tat she changed fer e better...
oOps... jus rmbed i owed rachel a b'dae present...
gonna get it within these few days... hah!
wa, 1st lenghy post so far... haha
alright den...
shall carry on wif moi life...
sweet dreams...
YFREEDOM..
11:50:00 PM
