hmm... reason kinda private.
maybe tats e reason y i'm feeling very... ...*indescribable*
had enough.
don bother to care anymore.
its up to tat person to realize...
i don think i'm in e wrong.
in fact i don even know wat i've done to deserve tat treatment.
sometimes. its no good to be too kind and polite to a person.
he won't appreciate.
forget it.
let e chips fall where they may...
hmm... honey stars cereal is simply awesome.
laugh out loud!
love it.
oh ya ya. cant believe i bump into chrystal, fiona and sharmaine in UBI.
said they having a gathering or wat at e coffeeshop jus a street away from my house.
met them when i'm taking chuanyong on s stroll and buying my beloved honey stars.
sharmaine said she recognised me by my pink rubber band and hair clip.
den chrystal shouted my name so loud tat a grp of ppl beside them were practically staring at us.
laugh out loud!
chuanyong was so shy (so unlike him).
but kip on shout "jie jie, byebye" to them after tat.
crazy... haha.
haix. hav to read tat stupid 'hong wa hei wa' storybook...
hate those kinda storybook sia.
offing time.
bye and nights.
Labels: may happy moments last...
YFREEDOM..
8:44:00 PM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
wif suying and weitong.
very funny. laugh until very shi tai i guess.
woah. guess i don dare to eat nachos combo fer e next few weeks le.
kinda sick of it.
at 1st is okay. after eating e rather cold cheese wif nachos...
ahem ahem.
e movie very short.
around 1 and a half hour only i guess.
so sadded amanda u cnnt join us ya...
amanda u there?? ?? laugh out loud!
if not can be a fg clique gathering. haha.
can be counted as one ba. shld be. hah!.
marina square seems so boring today.
wandering our way thru disc shops.
saw MANY schoolmates around there too.
gt one rather plump cchms guy kip looking at us lik we're some sort of aliens.
whoo. crazy.
laugh out loud!!
oh! feel lik playing pool suddenly. haha.
woah. cant believe its now coming to an end of thursday...
time zoom~
watched HOTEL FOR DOGS on saturday.
its sOOoOo nice.
wif all those sweetie dogs.
feel lik having one too. sudden thot.
tho cant afford to raise it now...
leave it fer future when i become a millionaire ba.
laugh out loud!
no matter wat...
i still want to watch MARLEY AND ME ya!!!
2 times planned to watch it but... ...
e stupid time slots made me cant watch it.
there's my favourite golden retriever in e movie.
its soOo cute!!
hah!.
hope i can watch it in e end ya.
tho seems impossible due to time restriction.
alright. think kor won't be coming back tonight.
nobody to ton wif me ya.
haix yo. bye~
Labels: holiday coming to an end...
YFREEDOM..
9:12:00 PM
accumulate in my heart as the time ticks by.
felt a loss of interest in doing anything...
feels really horrible.
so this is how emptiness and helplessness feel like... ...
only thing i feel lik doing is... ... ... emo'ing and crying.
think its pretty hard to understand.
pretty hard fer me to explain it all too.
forget it.
Labels: it happen. again.
YFREEDOM..
9:54:00 AM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
today's been a kinda busy day fer me ya.
went fer physics O-level SPA in e morning.
haix. think i did rather badly fer it.
e thot of this made me feel so afraid and sadded.
my readings all crappy.
change until its kinda different from many ppl.
haix. SPA take up 20% of O-level results sia.
this is e scary part.
tho 20% may seems negligible, but its actually very heavy and can affect alota things.
hope i won't fail, my god ah!!
alright. from wat mr teo said. O-level is not something to be afraid of...
so i mus TRY MY BEST to think tat way.
phew. my heart still felt being gripped tightly sia.
haix... ...
erms. went parkway wif weitong after SPA.
accompany her to buy her earpiece.
all shops are closed when we went there at bout 9.30am...?
waited fer damn long.
hav our lunch there too. which i had e same thing fer my dinner.
wat a silly me.
rain VERY heavily when we're going home.
idiotic rain.!
my umbrella almost turn into a bowl.
cant see anything in front of me.
some idiotic ppl... are they blind or wat??
i cant see them doesn't mean they cant see me rite??
kip on walking in my way.
wat the. knock into my umbrella everytime.
den give me tat shitty face. hoho (sound bits dirty ya).
come out again at around... ...4+pm.
which i'm so super late.
meet suying, amanda and evelyn at parkway(again).
had our dinner and shop fer a little while.
return to skool at bout 6.30pm fer talentime.
took taxi in. dumb me. tot is 4 bucks when its $5.40.
still expecting change sia.
so paisae somemore.
erms. talentime start at 7.30pm if i'm not wrong.
cchms damn cheapskate and poor sia.
haix yo yo.
this year's talentime not as up to standard as last year's talentime.
felt so boring and almost fall asleep.
hmm... liyan sing until... ...quite nice lahx. but e voice kinda weird. haha.
no offence!..!
den shawn sing until 'zhaoxia' at e ending part.
kinda pity lahx.
think is coz of tat he din get a prize.
yew weng. hmm... everyone was waiting fer him to open his golden mouth.
sing quite good but kinda soft.
laugh out loud!
gt one part even pick up a specs from e floor and put on so suddenly...
and den started 'am qwo'.
feel lik telling him something tat time (related to 'am qwo').
but its really very random.
haha.
the MC sang 'sha gua'. think its very nice.
at least she nv use fake voice. haha.
mr 'egg' oso. sang 2 songs.
but he was lik rushing lik hell.
dunno he in a hurry to go where sia.
alright. and yew weng got in 1st.
yunqing think second.
cant really believe yunqing can sing ya.
nv hear b4.
overall its still kinda fun ya.
*sobs* my last year attending chung cheng's talentime...
time flies!
pretty scary on my way home.
surrounded by darkness.
set my imagination go wild.
so scared of 'tat thing'...
walk as fast as i could. until i see ppl and light.
reached home at bout 11... ...pm.
kinda late isn't it?
alright. turning in.
nights...
Labels: my last talentime...
YFREEDOM..
12:30:00 AM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
bout 10am... :D
watch casper movie jus now.
its nice~
and touching at e ending part.
e casper human version kinda handsome ya.
too bad he's too young. bout 9 or 10 years old ba.
if not he can be my idol. haha.
e movie's quite short. only 1hr35min i guess.
e casper cartoon version oso very cute...!
e cartoon version don resemble a 10 years old kid ya.
its pretty boring in front. almost fall asleep. hehe.
O-level chemistry SPA kinda okay lahx.
at least its e same as our mock SPA.
almost use e funnel.
lucky cher take it back jus when i'm bout to pour e solution.
laugh out loud!
but i scared i'll spill e chemicals sia.
its so full. up to e brim of e container.
time seems so long fer e real SPA ya.
i almost cant finish during e mock SPA.
but so much time was left during e real SPA.
checked thru my paper again and again.
hope i did nth wrong.
O-level can really set our hearts stop pounding sia.
oh no.
negative thots of my bio and chem SPA keep lingering in my mind!.
wonder did i do anything wrong.
hah!. i'm so paranoid.
hope i'm only being paranoid and not my accurate six sense ya. phew.!
laugh out loud!
amanda so enjoy now ya. hah!.
resting at home. haha.
haix. so much hw to complete.
ltr going gym wif suying. haven even set e time. hoho.
think i mus rush out my idiotic e.geog hw 1st ba.
kambatei!
Labels: 2 down. 1 more.
YFREEDOM..
1:02:00 PM
Monday, March 9, 2009
laugh out loud!
so happie!
don needa attend flag-raising and assembly.
e most wonderful monday ever.
only a few classes gt this priority and authority. haha.
erms erms. tho bio SPA was not tat difficult...
but still feel a tinge of scared whenever i think of it.
felt tat i did something wrong during the SPA... ...
but i hav no idea wat i did.
kinda contradicting ya.
phew. but at least its over now.
next coming up are chemistry and physics SPA.
hope its nth difficult or tricky.
ohoh. changed my blog's music.
erms erms. think i chose quita load of emo songs ya.
laugh out loud!!
but my present mood sorta tel myself to choose emo songs.
no idea.
somemore all from westlife.
this shows my passion towards their songs ya. haha.
love their songs.
think it really touches my heart.
their voices are really nice and appealing to me yeah. hah!.
won't grow sick of it no matter how i listen to it.
some of these songs seems to hold a certain memory of my life ya.
my past memories kip rushing into my mind when i listen to e songs.
felt kinda... ... ...indescribable.
phew. jus feel tat my heart instantly bcum heavy. hoho.
a bit of heartache if i'm not wrong.
woah. no idea y sia. haha.
alright.
felt so relaxed these few days after common test.
but think my mood will change drastically when common test results been released.
so... ...
i shall relax and enjoy fer tiny bits now.
yoo whoo!!
Labels: let time freeze at this moment...
YFREEDOM..
11:18:00 PM
Sunday, March 8, 2009
sitting fer my o-level 2nd bio SPA tmr ya.
kinda nervous.
scared i last minute at a loss of wat to do sia.
kinda screwed my previous o-level SPA.
tats y gotta phobia.
phew. hope my dear dear ah gong and ah ma can bless me yeh.
scared scared still.
haven even revise fer it.
tho dunno wat to revise.
look thru worksheets and my notes perhaps??
e good thing is...
tmr can go home quite early.
after SPA at bout... ... ...10 ba.
1st time don needa stay til 4/5pm on a monday.
laugh out loud!!
wonder e rest of e sec4s needa stay anot. all e best to them ya.
good luck every bio students fer tmr ya!!
all e best to you all.!
jiayous and do ur very best...!
jiayou jiahui!.
you can do it too.!.
(i'm really nervous and scared ya)
Labels: i can do it. hope so~
YFREEDOM..
9:46:00 PM
